So Much I

So much I wish I could show you.
So much I wish I could do for you.
So much I wish I could tell you.
So many things I would give for you.
But there's just never enough time.
But there's  never the right way.
But there's never the words to speak.
But there's no way for those things to be done.
But there's no way I can give those to you.
So I sit here listening quietly as you tell me how much you love me.
So I sit here watching quietly as you show me how much you love me.
So I sit here watching ashamed as you do little things to show how much you love me.
So I sit here watching depresed as you give so much to show you love me.
And I sit, without a way to show.
And I sit, not knowing what to do.
And I sit, my throat finding no words.
And I sit, not knowing what to give.
But there's still
So much I wish I could say...
So much I wish I could....
So much I....